To sayCrystal Envywas a Top 4 material inRuPaul’s Drag RaceSeason 17 would be an understatement.

The Snatch Game episode saw Crystal failing her Richie impersonation alongsideLana Ja’Rae(who opted to impersonateRosa Parks).

She told EW:

“It was very much those emotions when I was there as well.

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At the end of the day, Im so happy for my experience because I did really well.

I was in the top almost every week I was there.

Im doing better now.

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Ive had time to process, some good therapy was helpful.”

“Immediately I wanted to be like, Are you sure?

It didnt feel like my time to go home.

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I had a steady trajectory up the cliff and then I just fell right off.

It was shocking and heartbreaking.

Its also heartbreaking to see your heart break on television.

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For it to not end the way you envision it, and also unexpectedly… Im a self-aware person.

If I was doing bad, Id be like, okay, this is my time.

Its hard to accept the fate when youre kind of killing it,” Crystal added.

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Crystal then apologized to Richie for her Snatch Game performance, saying “Dont hate me, Nicole.

I do love you.

I do RuPaulogize to Nicole Richie.

I love you, respect you, and admire you.

I was just so nerve-racked in the moment.”

Previous episodes are also available to stream onWOW Presents Plus.